Ok so I have a little catching up to do from the weekend:
Day 23 When Was the Last Time I cried and Why?
I cried yesterday when I watched the last Shameless episode with Matt (anyone watch that show? It is SO good) It’s actually more of a comedy but last night was the first time I ever cried watching it, and it is on season 5 I think! Def an emotional episode.
Day 24 My Zodiac Sign and Do I Think It Fits Me?
I am a cancer, and I have always thought it did fit me, for the most part. Here are the strengths & weaknesses of my sign, and if they fit me
Cancer Strength Keywords:
– Loyalty YES
– Dependable YES
– Caring YES
– Adaptable YES
– Responsive YES
Cancer Weakness Keywords:
– Moody YES
– Clingy NO
– Self-pitying NO
– Oversensitive DEFINITELY YES
– Self-absorbed DEFINITELY NO
Day 25 Something I always think “WHAT IF” about:
Obviously, I always think what if I don’t get to be a mother? Or what if I don’t get to experience pregnancy? Or what if I never have a biological child, what if we have to adopt? These “what ifs” keep me up at night, and rule my conscience. I hate it 😦
I don’t like to be negative but I do like to feel prepared for the worst, and thinking about plan B, C and D somehow makes me feel better when the “what if’s” get the better of me.
Anyways, I thought I would update you all on the fitness/nutrition preparation for IVF. I did really well last week and went to the gym 4 days out of the week, where I ran for 30 minutes each day. I am able to run faster and longer each time, which I am proud of. I did one day of yoga as well. I am starting to feel “tighter” and less pudgy than before, but alas, the scale really isn’t moving. I kind of know why. I do really well Monday through Friday, eating well and working out and then on the weekends I eat what I want. I SUCK at dieting on the weekends, especially if I am with friends and have social outings, which I did this weekend. I know that if I truly want to lose more than the 5 lbs I already lost (which was just water weight) I really need to put the pedal to the metal. So hopefully with that realization, I can lose another 5 lbs in a few weeks- wish me luck, people!
Sorry for the long post, have a great day! xo